Cry when we sad

  We are all common persons ,we need love which come from our parents,our relatives,friendship and communication with other people;we also have feelings;we should have been show emotions,cry when we sad,
nd smile  when we happy.But i am a boy ,I was always taught that boys should never cry and be brave enough
when my heart dropped.
  I came from one poor villiage ,jiangxi province.My grandfather lived far from away my hometown.Since I  was
born,the days I shared with my grandparents were numbered,so i missed them very, very much,esp. in slient
evening.I laid my bed alone and told myself after my  graduate,maybe i will find a jop in my grandparents
homecity.but when i was a fresh student I had s feeling that this awful was going to come soon,but now it was
here,all I wanted to do was cry.My grandfather who was dear to me ,had passede away.The last words from his
heart was "When and where I can see my grandson again" When I heared this ,my heart completed broken out
and felt very sorrowed for my grandfather.I clearly remembered that day ,the day was snowed.I run out my
dormitoryand walked along the playground ,back and forth,hundreds of ,even thousands of times ,I can't
rememberedit ,I didn't go back my dormitory till the day got more and more darker.At last my dear friend
found me and asked "what 's wrong with me ?" I kept my sadness inside no matter what and hold back my
tears .I know all my tears in the world wouldn't chang my dear grandfather back.At that evening ,my mother
given me a call,at the other side of the line,my mother  cried uncontrolled.My parents were crying,I tried not
to cry and hold back my tears ,but as my mother began talking about my grandfather 's experience ,it seemed
as though not cryingwas going to be an impossible task.
      There so many good times went though my mind that I always forgot where I was.I began to realize that
]those  good times I shared withed my grandfather were gone forever.At this  exact thought ,I begun to cry
uncontrolled  as if the world was going to the end .I didn't care anymore about what other roommate thought
of mre .I couldn't  hold back my sadnessanymore,crying was sth that i just had to do .....