anybody out there?

Had a fight with Mum again. Can't find an word that can tell exactly how frustrated I felt.
Pissed off. yes, I'm pissed off. I'm trying almost my best to satisfy them, at least I'm feeling this way, apparently not the case to them. There's always something, however, keep tearing us apart. I never want to admit growing up would also contribute to the longer distance between children and parents, but is that just what's supposed to be?
Finished the book 'Das Parfum' (Eng: The perfume-Story of the murderder', though my German is not at that level yet, lucky for us, we've got translated version. So read, as the way it heals......
Is loneliness that drives me crazy? I'm feeling more and more like standing in the middle of nowhere.
Would there be any response if I yell out 'Anybody out there?'